i don't know wether my family , friends , n who ever know that i'm a kind of person who hate when there's someone more genius , more brilliant , more active , or much BETTER THAN ME . why ? because i always want to be the best for my mum , my dad , my siblings n for everyone . it's a common thing when someone cries because they didn't reach their target , did't get what she/he wants. the same thing goes to me. i still remember , i cried because i was not chosen to go to SBP. why ? because that's one of my mom's request that i want to fullfill. she said SBP is better than ordinary schools. n yeah , it's true i guess. i felt like a stupid useless girl because i can't fullfill what my mom wants(even got 5a's in UPSR). n she knew that. i can't remove this feeling for a quiet long time. even until now i feel it. but not much. it makes me more eager to success n it makes me more mature. honestly , i feel jealous with those who learn in SBP. but i've never stop trying to avoid it.
currently , i do love my school now. my class n classmates. won't stop helping the teachers to advance the school to be the best school with good results in academic and co-curriculum . just like SBP. :)
*QUIET SURPRISED AND PROUD BECAUSE MY NAME IS IN A BANNER AT THE SCHOOL'S LOBBY.
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